To people out there concerning me, this is for you.
-PingPing, darling thanks alot for being there for me. Your help is what i really appreciate most, seriously. Too many things to say but, i cant seems to say out anything. I feel really useless. There are too much things that i cant share with people. Too many people that dont trust me. Too many, too many things unsaid. But i really appreciate you being there! I really do appreciate, but i am still going to MIA, hide away from anyone of you. I wont pick up any unknown numbers, but you still can text me. I will reply if i feel like. Do take care darling.
-Justine, your like a elder brother to me, or even a best of best friend to me. Giving me advices when i quarrelled with my Boyfriend. Telling me to last long with him cause you said me and my Boyfriend were meant to be together. =) was really thrilled to hear people saying me and my Boyfriend are meant to be together. Seriously. When i told you i wanna MIA, you immedietely scold me. Like how a parent scold his/her child when they do wrong things. I didnt reply, because MIA is really the best solution. My Boyfriend thought i have a crush on you. I am not blaming you either, its just his thinking. Dont be mad at him alright? Cause, i really do love him. Dont hurt him. I beg you, please. And, so many things happen recently. That made my head going crazy, i cannot stand it. No matter what, i will treat you upon my elder brother, even if you are going to ignore me.But, meanwhile, i am still on MIA. Do take care elder brother.
-Ana, Girl although we have drited alot already, but no worries i still treat you upon my TWIINIIEX. Cause, once we used to be so close. Many things happen around me, i cant say out. Not because i dont trust you. Is because, i find that everything is only evolving around me thats all? Didnt know what to say, what to do. MIA was the best policy. Receieved your text, didnt reply cause this time round, I am sure to MIA. No joking matter. So, i hope you respect my idea. You can still text me if you want, but i might not reply. Do take care girl!
-Joanne Lau, Lau, thanks for being there with me during school times. I guess only during school time, you see a hyper jacq and sometimes sleepy Jacq. But, what i want to say to you is, soon i be having MIA i got so many factors to think of before i really come back from MIA. You come school regularly, after my discharge. i might not go school that often. Do take care lau.
-Elieen Sim, Eileen uh! Although we are not that close, but still thank you for standing there with me too. I wish you to be happy with your boyfriend. =) I hope things will get better, after i come back from MIA? LOL, hopefully. i will think of you all de. Remember of me okay? Do take care eileen.
-Cecilia, 2nd Babe, although we might have drited too. But,still there are memories together with you. I miss you alot. Haven seen you this few days, but sad to say is. I going MIA, which means thats You still wont have to see me. Thats sad. =) But, i be back once i settle and sort out all my thinking. Babe. && do take care babe!
-Jiemin, 3rd Babe, i can say inside this 3 babe. You are the only one whom i can show all my emotion out, let out everything infront of you. cause you are the only great listener among all of them. You never fail to disappoint me, you never fail to give me the warmth when i need it, i love you many. But, i am also going to MIA from you. I cant share it with you this time. Sorry. But, i promise. We wont drift. && how about my discharge wish? Do take care babe!
-Cassandra, smallest babe actually i dont have much things to say to you. But, 1 major thing is. At times, i will get angry with you because you and ahsong every close. i dont know how to say. Partly of the reason is this too, i have to sort things out really carefully! I am not blaming you or what. It's just that.. I dont like. Just like you and the other girl like that. So, i am going MIA. Do take care, babe.
-Haters, people who hated me. This is the time that you should be happy. Cause i am doing a major change! Like it or not, up to you!
Lastly but not the least, the guy who have my heart and the guy whom i love the most.
-ZSQ, I dont know why our relationship is always on and off. We can be the best couple for this moment, But in another second we will become enemies. Doesnt it sucks? Our problems lies on me? I gave you attitude? I guess this is just excuse. Is it wrong to look at Boyfriend playing computer games? And then laugh at him? Is it wrong? Do you have to blow up? What do you treat me as? Shouted at me like as though there are no people. Have you wonder how heartbroken i am? You dont, remember how i walked you out just now over there? How my heart break into little pieces? You never understand how much this hurts. I bet, you never understand. You asked me go and think what i should do. But the problem is, what have i done wrong? I will go and think. Okay, after i finish resting and thinking, i tell you is it your fault or my fault. Meanwhile, call as much as you like. =) And, in this period of time, think through. Am i the one who you really love? Think through alright? And, when you are in SOL, do remember that, i still take you upon my Boyfriend, I wont do stuff that is unfaithful to you. Believe it or not. Up to you! Take care, baby.