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15JAN'92.
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Monday, August 31, 2009

My Life♥


See, this is our very first photo. *Loves


Baby bought this for me on his first work pay.
*So sweet right? xD


Not long after, I went in girls home.
so that explain my short hair.


out first dating after i went out from girls home, Esplanade.


After that Baby went in army, His first book out.


Baby sending me back hostel. xD *Happy


Baby's favourite hangout. *Inside joke


On the way to shopping.


See, baby play the catch bear thingy.
&& ended up with 1 big pig and 2 small pig.
Because, pig represent him.

&& now, i miss him terribly. =( this few days, have been outside till quite late. I miss baby like so much luh. I never intend to ton because baby is not tonning. =( so, i have to save my virgin ton after discharge with baby. && both of us celebrate together. So sweet right? Hahs! Webcamming with Pingping now. That idiot keep want capture me! LOL, alright, I miss you Baby, Do come back soon. I miss you many many. xD

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Sunday, August 30, 2009

My Life♥

Bored and tired. Many things have been happening nowadays. My family now have problems of so many things.. How? Oh my god, Baby why aren't you here? Tmr is teacher's day. Got performance, I want to see. But, it don't look nice? LOL. Joke! Anw, I still miss baby alot. Come back soon alright? ILY baby.

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Saturday, August 29, 2009

My Life♥

Back home at last, my eyes hurt so much la. I dont know why either, perhaps is due to wearing of contact lens for too long? LOL, tired. Tommorow i have to go to pray my grand parents. Or something? Have to get up early. now is already 11.55. && I haven't receieve Baby's letter. I don't know what is wrong, or he just don't want write letter to me. Oh well, just forget it. If he ain't keen to send letter to me, why must i still carry on to wait? Or perhaps is i think too much. I just got so many things to say to you. But yet, I don't know how to start. Gastric is so pain, I don't know why. I have been eating. But, it just hurt so much. I don't know what to do eh. && finally we get to watch the pleasure factory. LOL, that show is like joke la. So damn boring, have no meaning at all. Waste money. Tired me, Sleepy me. && should i change to tumblr instead? Blogger have big problem, can't even upload the damn photo. =( '' If things is suppose to happen this way. even if how hard we tried to change it, it will still be the same right? '' Karma is falling back. Real fast, like a tornado. Thank you, because i have change for you, ZSQ.

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Friday, August 28, 2009

My Life♥

Went to sing k after school, went home and change. Went back at 9 plus? Went slacking with eileen,Hongjie, victor and myself. After K, head over to meet Ping, Tinghui,Rumin. I was with Ana and Lau. So head over there. Slack for quite a long time. Bought ice-cream. So huge la. -_- Hahs, Then was about to go home, got people singing Getai. So, stopped there. Watch, LOL. After that funny things happen luh. xD Alright, and now I am back home. Tired. =( I miss Baby many. But, still no miracle. Haized, =( I know, Baby's father will never bail him out. But, no worrys. I am still here, never will i run away. =) ILY, muacks muacks.



passerby: Hi... congrat for ur dscharge
Me: You are? & Thanks by the way.
Lau: haha two joanne!
Me: LOL, correct ma. No meh? Is 2 joanne mah.
T.Huimin: laoda , today discharge leh ! loveyou and miss you (:
Me: Laoda ley, Hahs! I love you and miss you too. Please take care of yourself inside. okay?
ahwen: DISCHARGE ~! tml singing k , happy ?? eat the freaking brownie before it spolit and i liked became naggy , keep on asking you eat before it turn bad :[
Me: Yeah, happy happy. Eat le luh. You so naggy, i don't like! Hahs!
JOANNE: CONGRAT ON UR DISCHARGE DATE (=
Me: Thank you! xD Happy happy!!

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Thursday, August 27, 2009

My Life♥

Well, Finally i am free girl. But, I am still not that happy. Today i went back gracehaven, aunty kamala thought i coming back today. So, she ask me to have tea-break. But, suddenly aunty julia came. Then say i discharging today. Then aunty kamala say, what you doing here. LOL. i laugh sia. LOL, aiyo. I don't know la. Haiz, feeling ain't the same when you aren't here to celebrate with me. So, when out with 2 joanne today and pingping. LOL. Went over to slack. Bored. =/ So, that's all today. I miss baby! x( && there is a public holiday for hari raya. So, baby will be out on 1oct! Wee. so, is 35 more days!!! LOVELOVE

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Wednesday, August 26, 2009

My Life♥

esther: relink .
Me: okay. xD
esther: mamama going discharge le imy
Me: I will miss you too. Please be good and finish your last few weeks xiaoxin.
ahwenn: 1more day to discharge :] happy for you , remember fri , me , you , ah'kian . alright ?? ; no dua ok ?
Me: Okay, sure! xD Won't dua de lahs! hahs! Thank you for the wishing too girl.
Lau: coming back tmr
Me: In the end, geng sick out! LOLs.
ahwenn: cheers you up but still dontwant eat !! sadded
Me: too full to eat lahs, so wait until very hungry luh.
Jiahui: I miss you Boyfriend!!!!!!!
Me: Girlfriend, I Miss You Also.
XIAONA: pangzi , i miss you . call me soon alright ? same number . no change
Me: Pangzi, i will call you soon. =) No worries.
ahwenn: :] waiting for you to sing k and extend hair after n-level . the time now has already past 12 , so 5more days to your discharge ......
Me: LOL, so good countdown for me? xD
Sokkan: seebee, reply other ppl's tag,never reply mine. Wah daughter like that ah Me: Sorry mummy, That time i was having MIA, Thats why i didn't reply you. Sorry yeah! xD Much love, Daughter.
Lau: my head cant boo. OPS!
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My Life♥

Happy 2 Year 4 Months Anniversary Baby. Too bad, no miracle befall on me. You just aren't here with me. I bet, you won't be there for me tommorrow for my discharge too. It's just I don't want to believe that you're gone. You said, you be the one who will accompany me and the first one to celebrate with me. But, now. Where are you? I know, you won't come out tommorow, I know. But, I am just that foolish to lie to myself that, you will come, you will come when you will not. Everyday, the fcuking damn ass phone is so quiet. Everytime call your phone, it will always be '' Starhub is unable to get a respones ... '' When will i ever get through the fcuking phone? 2 Years 4 months not that easy to come through together. We promise so many things, But.. How many things did we fufil? I freaking miss you! So please, Come back soon. Haiz, Tommorow I know, it's not possible for me to see you or to even think about it. Because, I know it won't happen. && it's wednesday already. I haven't receieve that god damn fcuking letter, how many more days do i have to wait to receieve this small yet warming letter from you. Can't government make the postman to work harder? Why must a letter be delayed for few days then mailed out? Idiot! !Q@#$%^&

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Tuesday, August 25, 2009

My Life♥

Back to blogging. =( Haiz, baby is still not out yet. So, i doubt that he will celebrate my anniversary with me and celebrate my discharge with me. =( &i haven't receieve Baby's letter. What's happening? Okay, now i am so confuse. People say Baby might not go in CP, instead he go in QRP. So now, where on earth is him? LOL, Baby when you are out, i have to tell you something. I don't know what is happening. But, Sometimes.. I can feel that or hear that you're talking to me. I don't know izzit 7th month that why i heard things. But, i really feel that, i can feel you. =/ weird. I am so sleepy nowadays. I dont know why either. Got to play my viwawa. =D anyone playing viwawa? Add me at ( jacq_26o4o7 ) Thank you! Baby, i miss you!

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Monday, August 24, 2009

My Life♥

Well, today is definetely not the day for me. Almost got into a fight. LOL, After school straight away went home bath and change. Went to bedok with aiai, ana to find eileenDEAR, wenshan,wenya and jojo. after that went to eat, after that went to slack, almost tio screening. But girl ask us to go that's why never kena, LOL. Was so bored in school, No people pei me. Forget it la, i don't want to care anymore. =D I haven't receieve Baby's letter. =( Haiz, I want to see baby la. Oh ya, i finally count le!! Baby's actual release date is 18 october. But if minus off weekend, Baby will be out on 2 October! =D hahas!! I am sick now, okay. So like i am looking for a job now. xD Anyone can intro to me? Later meeting girl for awhile. As she want to pass me things. I hate running nose. Tml ling will be going school. So, Yeah. Tml got 1 khaki to do bad thing. xD hahas! Baby, i am still here. Checked the letter box, no letter ley. Hmm, when will i receive sia! =( I hope to see you soon. Oh, ana came to past me a brownie. =D Happy, that really do cheers me up! =D But, what i really want is Baby t appear infront of me. =D Baby, i miss you~ Do come back soon. Hope your daddy will bail you out!

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Sunday, August 23, 2009

My Life♥

Slept at 4 am last night. Couldn't get to sleep, miss Baby so badly. So, i woke up at 1o plus today morning. Was kinda bored la, Haized. Bored to death! Then around 3+ went to meet my mother went ikea to look for furniture! Yeah, done with looking at the furniture,Happy happy! But, Next sunday have to go another furniture shop. =) To do a final checking. xD Super excited, Well. Went Baby is out, hopefully my room is beautifully done. So, did anyone help me to count the days for me? LOL, i dont know how to count ley. Girl never read my blog, so cannot help me count. =( Leg cramps. 3 more days to anniversary. 4 more days to my discharge date. Will miracle still befall on me? I really just want this miracle, that is. On my discharge day, i can get to see him, or receieve Baby's letter. I be satisfied. =D Just finish webcamming with the stupid Keai, LOL. Bored. I want to see Baby soon. I miss you! Iloveyou Many too. LOL, now eileen dear told me that CP can minus off the weekend which means minus 18 days. So, now is 43 more days or 38 more days? =( Someone tell me please!

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Saturday, August 22, 2009

My Life♥

Today is saturday, which means it's the first weekend without you. Left with 8 weeks 1 day, to see you. If you are here with me today, first thing in the morning we will go simpang bedok. For whatever reason, right? Haiz, So i went to meet cassandra in the morning, as cassandra came to tampines to find max. So, i went to meet her. Then i ask ana to tagged along? As she want to find job, Me too. I have to buy many many things. =D Haized, I bought a electronic eyelash for $5.9o. I miss baby! I really miss you, come back soon.&& Can someone tell me how to count the days till he is out? From what i count from the calendar, he is left with, 62 Days. But if count from 8 Weeks, 1 days. He is only left with 57 days. So, which is true? Any kind soul can help me to count and kindly help me. =D && his actual discharge date is 23 October 2oo9. Do help me please, Thank you very much.

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Friday, August 21, 2009

My Life♥

Supposingly, i am suppose to be at GH now. But, ahma let me home today. Well, I thought i could have a talk with babe today. LOL, but i went home. Haized, I am very sad la. Someone help me please? =( Everyday i have this feeling that Baby will come out. But, everytime i dissappoint myself. Was so tired the whole day today, But everytime i fall asleep, stupid people kept calling my house phone. Make me wake up, Find my parents, sell houses all the rubbish __ I miss Baby la! Went dinner with daddy and mummy. Before that went to find lau awhile. =/ Haized, i am bored now! Baby, still haven answer my call. =/ I don't like, i don't like! ZSQ, come back soon, 5 more days to our anniversary, 6 more days to my discharge. Please appear infront of me now! Baby, i miss you.

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My Life♥


ahwenn: wei wei :] stay strong !!!
Me:I will stay strong and wait for him. =)
Lau: BOO!BOO!BOO
Me: BOO your head~ hahas!!
Angeline: Jiayou! Let's wait for em' tgt:D I miss ashley toooooo:(
Me:Yeah! Let's wait for them together. I going discharge already! I am so going to miss you.
Jiemin: babe, i love you. Be strong. Love you like how song ge do. Hehe;D
Me:Hahs! I know you will always love me no matter what i do. MUACKS
Lau: haha welcome!
Me:LOL, welcome, welcome. =D
Pingping: my darling is becoming stronger ^^
Me:Yeah, indeed i became stronger. Happy for me?
ahwenn: taggg :] smile , i want your super big PIG
Me:No way! You can't have my super big pig, as it's a present from my BOYFRIEND. xD



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Thursday, August 20, 2009

My Life♥

School ended super early today, after school went over to BK to meet jiashan, when we are about to leave the school gate, shervelle told us that, got people jump down the building, at BK that side, OMG. scary la, somemore, its 7th month now. =( super eerie, 1st day of ghost festival, got people jump down building. Today, same still kept calling baby phone, hope that there will be miracle. 6 more days to our 2 year 4 months anniversary. Haized, and another 7 more days will be my offically discharge date, my only wish is to celebrate with you. =( I hope you beout by then, i won't give up this 0.01% of chance, i will keep calling everyday. Without fail, I am going back hostel tml. Bid my last goodbye to my clique in hostel, many things to tell ahma too. =D although sometimes she very unreasonable. But, She is still the best! without her, i don't think i can cook nice sambal chicken! Hahs! I miss days inside GH, memories! Nights that, i spend with my babes, Jiemin, Cecilia && Cassandra. When we are in the same room, talking cock at night, Singing song, Disturbing *ahpong (inside joke). Hahs, i hope i won't drift you all, I promise that i will jiap you all when you 3 babes discharge, esp. LIMJIEMIN. Hahs! && i am so writing a letter to you all. Jiemin will be staying back tml with me, Many things to talk about tml! Alright, enough of all this, Today, after BK with Steffi, Ling, Jiashan, Lau, Eileen && me. We went over to Lau house to play mahjong, But only Me, Lau, Eileen && Ana join. I won most of the round! Happy, throughout the game, kept calling baby phone, still same old thing happen. I remember lying to Lau&&Eileen. Saying that Baby's phone rang, they like Wah! really? In the end, i said, no lah, joking. Lie to myself cannot? happy awhile cannot? LOL, made me look so darn emo! After that, went over to void deck, talk to ana, after that home. Something was wrong with my fcuking phone, couldnt reply sms, and can't even pick up phone! Then around, 6+ went over to find cousin, as his parent got praying for 7th month, so i went along. Then after that went to eat, reached home at around 9+? Cousin send me home, as he wanted to visit my parents too. Haized, I miss Baby so much! How i hope he is here by my side, Baby. I miss you, Come back soon, 23 october 2009. Or maybe earlier if your father willing to pay the bond, i have the urge to find a job, then after that give the money to your father then he bail you out. I can't stand the days without you. But, What your father told your Po was right, let you stay inside a few days, or weeks. Let you know how to change, then he might choose to bail you out. Baby, I hope you can really change this time. Do it for me, will you? You promised me many things after we discharge. Like, go on a Holiday, Married, Rent a house all this. Although, married may seems very funny. && i never put much hope in it, cause i ain't that pure to believe that, we will get married, as i think that, you aren't ready for commitment. You still want to play, Not serious with me. =( Haized, But i hope you will really make up your mind. You aren't young anymore. Time to get mature, No more fighting life. No more slacking life, No more ''Diao here and there stuffs'', No more 1 on 1 stuff. Just lead a normal life, that is what you promise me. Will you really do it this time? Haiz, Baby i am still here waiting for you to change. =) Yellow ribbon, significant that i will give you time to change. Ever heard of the yellow ribbon story? I will write inside the Diary i gave you. You will always be the one i love baby! Muacks!

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Wednesday, August 19, 2009

My Life♥

It's the third day without you by my side, Not used to it, Vexed. Really vexed. I don't know why, Today i have a very strong feeling, that i will see you, i don't know if its true, But, i just really hope that miracle will occur and happen today, Dont want to spend our anniversary alone. :( It's sucks! Daddy is great today, he bought my favourite food today, and bought a sugar donut which i requested for. As it was baby's favourite. But, Baby isn't here to share the food with me. =( Haized, i miss baby! I hope miracle will happen. =D Baby, Iloveyou! I am still waiting for you.

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Tuesday, August 18, 2009

My Life♥

Baby, it's already 2 days since you are gone, kept calling your phone. Messaging you, but you just didn't reply. Today ana came over to my house pei me talk cock. After ana left, i slept at home, then went over to tampines buy some stuff. Then now, blogging here. I am missing you so damn much baby! =( Come back soon will you? Iloveyou! Imissyou many! Hope to receive your letter soon!

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My Life♥

Lau: don sad. lau pei u
Me: Laright, i won't be sad. Thanks for being there, appreciate that. =)
JOANNE: gal , u must be strong (=
Me: I will be strong, thanks! IMY
Lau:i'll be there for you. laulau
Me: LOL, Thanks! xD
kubaobao: lastly, i love you
kubaobao: would never do unfaithful things behind you. cause i do treat you like a friend who i care alot. i apologise for being too close with him. if in any further chance, i will try to stay far from him.
kubaobao: maybe i really am too close with ahsong and i sometime i'm just too afraid that i'm thinking too much. if you really wanna mia. ok lorhs. i wish you all the best. but i hope you will understand that i
Me: LOL, okay.
KP: Hiie .. sorry to say that i like ur attitdue because you are your self .. shouldn't have change because u are UNQUINE !! Jia you ^.^
Me: You like my attitude? I should not change cause i am unique? May i know who are you? You seems familiar to me, mind telling me who are you??



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Monday, August 17, 2009

My Life♥

Well, after many things happen. I decided to come back, not MIA anymore. I live stronger now, baby i will take care of myself, please dont worry about me. I will miss you, will never do anything that will betray you, i hope when you are out, you will get to know i will always be the only one who love you the most. Feeling super upset now. You aren't with me now. 8 weeks 6 days, which means 23 october. Fuck that bitch! Saw your father today, he looks real sad can see that he care for you alot. Baby, now i miss the times when you held me in your arms cuddling me to sleep, seal me with a warmest and sweetest kiss asking me to sleep. But now, you aren't with me, Phone is really quiet now. Before you went in, i ask you to hug me. Still remember what you said, '' Wah, wo she bu de sia!'' Didn't expect you to go in, your back view was what i last saw. Baby, i am sorry that i didn't went in, i didn't want to spoil the 0.01% that you have, thats why i rather stay outside and wait for you to come out. I know i have dissapoint you cause i didnt go, i know you want me to go, I am sorry. Really, sorry. =( I didnt cry at all you know baby, i am getting stronger right? But, i really felt like crying just now, its just i kept hold back the tears. Waited for the van, saw 2 van. 1 van didn't see anything. 2nd van, I think i saw you, i called you, did you hear? I miss you. Do you know? I felt so empty,without you by my side. Please come back to me now! You hear me? I say now! Your dad might be looking money for you, because can see that he really cares about you. Baby, promise me that you will change for me and for your father alright? I don't really care how much your family hate me because of what your PO said to them! Okay, relationship is between us. Not theirs, they don't have the right to interfer! & i know that, i never influence you to turn bad. That's not true! I really need you now, i don't want to cry to bed every night, it sucks! So please, return back soon to me. && i ain't going MIA anymore. I post everyday in this blog, i miss you baby. I really do miss you.

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Friday, August 14, 2009

My Life♥

To people out there concerning me, this is for you.

-PingPing, darling thanks alot for being there for me. Your help is what i really appreciate most, seriously. Too many things to say but, i cant seems to say out anything. I feel really useless. There are too much things that i cant share with people. Too many people that dont trust me. Too many, too many things unsaid. But i really appreciate you being there! I really do appreciate, but i am still going to MIA, hide away from anyone of you. I wont pick up any unknown numbers, but you still can text me. I will reply if i feel like. Do take care darling.

-Justine, your like a elder brother to me, or even a best of best friend to me. Giving me advices when i quarrelled with my Boyfriend. Telling me to last long with him cause you said me and my Boyfriend were meant to be together. =) was really thrilled to hear people saying me and my Boyfriend are meant to be together. Seriously. When i told you i wanna MIA, you immedietely scold me. Like how a parent scold his/her child when they do wrong things. I didnt reply, because MIA is really the best solution. My Boyfriend thought i have a crush on you. I am not blaming you either, its just his thinking. Dont be mad at him alright? Cause, i really do love him. Dont hurt him. I beg you, please. And, so many things happen recently. That made my head going crazy, i cannot stand it. No matter what, i will treat you upon my elder brother, even if you are going to ignore me.But, meanwhile, i am still on MIA. Do take care elder brother.

-Ana, Girl although we have drited alot already, but no worries i still treat you upon my TWIINIIEX. Cause, once we used to be so close. Many things happen around me, i cant say out. Not because i dont trust you. Is because, i find that everything is only evolving around me thats all? Didnt know what to say, what to do. MIA was the best policy. Receieved your text, didnt reply cause this time round, I am sure to MIA. No joking matter. So, i hope you respect my idea. You can still text me if you want, but i might not reply. Do take care girl!

-Joanne Lau, Lau, thanks for being there with me during school times. I guess only during school time, you see a hyper jacq and sometimes sleepy Jacq. But, what i want to say to you is, soon i be having MIA i got so many factors to think of before i really come back from MIA. You come school regularly, after my discharge. i might not go school that often. Do take care lau.

-Elieen Sim, Eileen uh! Although we are not that close, but still thank you for standing there with me too. I wish you to be happy with your boyfriend. =) I hope things will get better, after i come back from MIA? LOL, hopefully. i will think of you all de. Remember of me okay? Do take care eileen.

-Cecilia, 2nd Babe, although we might have drited too. But,still there are memories together with you. I miss you alot. Haven seen you this few days, but sad to say is. I going MIA, which means thats You still wont have to see me. Thats sad. =) But, i be back once i settle and sort out all my thinking. Babe. && do take care babe!

-Jiemin, 3rd Babe, i can say inside this 3 babe. You are the only one whom i can show all my emotion out, let out everything infront of you. cause you are the only great listener among all of them. You never fail to disappoint me, you never fail to give me the warmth when i need it, i love you many. But, i am also going to MIA from you. I cant share it with you this time. Sorry. But, i promise. We wont drift. && how about my discharge wish? Do take care babe!

-Cassandra, smallest babe actually i dont have much things to say to you. But, 1 major thing is. At times, i will get angry with you because you and ahsong every close. i dont know how to say. Partly of the reason is this too, i have to sort things out really carefully! I am not blaming you or what. It's just that.. I dont like. Just like you and the other girl like that. So, i am going MIA. Do take care, babe.

-Haters, people who hated me. This is the time that you should be happy. Cause i am doing a major change! Like it or not, up to you!

Lastly but not the least, the guy who have my heart and the guy whom i love the most.
-ZSQ, I dont know why our relationship is always on and off. We can be the best couple for this moment, But in another second we will become enemies. Doesnt it sucks? Our problems lies on me? I gave you attitude? I guess this is just excuse. Is it wrong to look at Boyfriend playing computer games? And then laugh at him? Is it wrong? Do you have to blow up? What do you treat me as? Shouted at me like as though there are no people. Have you wonder how heartbroken i am? You dont, remember how i walked you out just now over there? How my heart break into little pieces? You never understand how much this hurts. I bet, you never understand. You asked me go and think what i should do. But the problem is, what have i done wrong? I will go and think. Okay, after i finish resting and thinking, i tell you is it your fault or my fault. Meanwhile, call as much as you like. =) And, in this period of time, think through. Am i the one who you really love? Think through alright? And, when you are in SOL, do remember that, i still take you upon my Boyfriend, I wont do stuff that is unfaithful to you. Believe it or not. Up to you! Take care, baby.



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Wednesday, August 12, 2009

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Going MIA for a period of time, wont be replying messages, and answering any call from now. Sorry to people who really care for me. Tired of the rubbish i have around me, got to sort out my thinking. Got to really really sort things out. Nothing to say now. Wont be posting so often too i guess? Bye people!



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Tuesday, August 11, 2009

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They say i need to change my attitude, cause it sucks to the max. But, i dont give a damn, because that is who i am. Why must i change because of the comment you all made? i know what i am doing, I ain't a small girl anymore. As time pass, i grow more mature. In this world, who do not have attitude? People keep saying that, i am a trouble maker, because i will find people trouble at the slightest mistake they made. Well, how much do you all know me? Do you all think i have time to make so much problem? And then settle it all one by one? I ain't that free to do all this shit. If people want to find my trouble, you people think that i will be their puppet and let them say? Well, I ain't that dumb! And people, i am always in the wrong no matter what i do, what on earth have i fucking do wrong? May i ask? Even when i did slightly change abit, who knows? No one knows, its just always my fault, my fault and still MY FUCKING FAULT! Everyone has different attitude, just that, i happen to have a bad attitude, so what? Judge a book by it's cover? Sickening! Whenever i tell a lie, and you people found out. You all will blame me, yes! It's my fault that i lie! But how about when i tell the truth even when the fault is on me? I will still get the same thing. What rubbish is this? Have you all ever think of my feelings? No, How about when i am angry. But, no one will ever come and comfort me with all their whole heart! Come and go, come and go! Friends are like that, Familys are like that, even Boyfriend also like that. I am fuming mad now! I don't know what to do now! Everything has changed, I have changed. But who knows? No one gives me encouragement. What is true friends? What is TRUST? Who i have to share my secrets with? No one have the patient to hear me out. Forget it, i don't know what to say. I am stress, really stress. Really tired, Have you ever understand how i feel whenever i walk away? Did you ever tried to chase back? You didn't. Tired of everything!



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Okay, like finally blogger is back to normal. Happy! well, just finish making my blog. i am tired now, so i post like maybe tomorrow yeah?



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Friday, August 7, 2009

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LOL, so effing bored now! grrr, and i cant seems to reply any of the tag in my tagboard. LOL, but thanks for the concern all. xD well, baby. your tag will be replied here. I webcam with my Girlfriend la. not some guys la. =/ Trust me la can? =D



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Sunday, August 2, 2009

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Wee, had a heart to heart talk with baby. So happy la, than talked about his ex girlfriend. Many things lor, we both never thought that we would walk that far. =) Cause starting, we are only thinking of playing each other. then, when i went in girls home surprizely. he waited for me. many things happen la. But still, we both are still standing here. walking with each other. =) LOL, didnt know we will still patched things up right. Hahs, remembered of someone that he said make me turn off. didnt know that she was so kp. Didnt know so many things. =D but i guess, this was the best heart to heart talk i ever have with him. xD



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Blogger sucks to the max now, might be changing to xanga? livejournel or so? stupid blogger, hurry fix your problem la! cannot do this and that! smlj?



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