well, today was definetely not the day for me.
homeleave got delay 1 day 3 hours.
for just 1 fucking comment. WTF?
&& not only 1 day 3 hour that simple.
i had to scrub that damn bloody filthy drain!
haven even started scrubbing, i pricked my finger.
then it bleed, and stop. continue to scrub like crazy.
from 9+ all the way to 1+.
Then homeleave was at 2, came out at 1.50.
then called him, ask him where is he.
then accompanied me home, but on the way.
we quarrelled, so he didnt accompany me home.
i was carrying so many dumb books la!
yet, he left me alone to bring home.
was so stupid to be thinking he would be back, when i know he wont.
then, on the way home. i trip and fall on the floor.
i felt damn stupid, books were lying on the damn floor la.
then i started to cry. packed my books, and walking and then
into the damn lift, reached home. text him, changed and went out.
went to meet, someone.
then slacked, played many things.
then something happen, dont wish to elaborate.
Just, i am sorry, really sorry.
&& somebody was suppose to bring me to pray and eat then watch fireworks at cityhall.
but i guess, we wont be able to watch it together no matter what.
2007, national day? we missed it.
2007, christmas? we missed it.
2008, national day? we missed it too.
2008, christmas? we missed it too.
2009, today. we missed it too.
we missed too many times, i guess that was because we were not meant to be.
we will never be able to watch it together.
cause we were never meant to be.
as fireworks, will only be seen with people who are meant to be together?
that was just my thinking. whatever is it.
it's over. it will never be back.
like how our attitude caused us to leave each other.
