Happy 2 Year 4 Months Anniversary Baby. Too bad, no miracle befall on me. You just aren't here with me. I bet, you won't be there for me tommorrow for my discharge too. It's just I don't want to believe that you're gone. You said, you be the one who will accompany me and the first one to celebrate with me. But, now. Where are you? I know, you won't come out tommorow, I know. But, I am just that foolish to lie to myself that, you will come, you will come when you will not. Everyday, the fcuking damn ass phone is so quiet. Everytime call your phone, it will always be '' Starhub is unable to get a respones ... '' When will i ever get through the fcuking phone? 2 Years 4 months not that easy to come through together. We promise so many things, But.. How many things did we fufil? I freaking miss you! So please, Come back soon. Haiz, Tommorow I know, it's not possible for me to see you or to even think about it. Because, I know it won't happen. && it's wednesday already. I haven't receieve that god damn fcuking letter, how many more days do i have to wait to receieve this small yet warming letter from you. Can't government make the postman to work harder? Why must a letter be delayed for few days then mailed out? Idiot! !Q@#$%^&

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