Well, after many things happen. I decided to come back, not MIA anymore. I live stronger now, baby i will take care of myself, please dont worry about me. I will miss you, will never do anything that will betray you, i hope when you are out, you will get to know i will always be the only one who love you the most. Feeling super upset now. You aren't with me now. 8 weeks 6 days, which means 23 october. Fuck that bitch! Saw your father today, he looks real sad can see that he care for you alot. Baby, now i miss the times when you held me in your arms cuddling me to sleep, seal me with a warmest and sweetest kiss asking me to sleep. But now, you aren't with me, Phone is really quiet now. Before you went in, i ask you to hug me. Still remember what you said, '' Wah, wo she bu de sia!'' Didn't expect you to go in, your back view was what i last saw. Baby, i am sorry that i didn't went in, i didn't want to spoil the 0.01% that you have, thats why i rather stay outside and wait for you to come out. I know i have dissapoint you cause i didnt go, i know you want me to go, I am sorry. Really, sorry. =( I didnt cry at all you know baby, i am getting stronger right? But, i really felt like crying just now, its just i kept hold back the tears. Waited for the van, saw 2 van. 1 van didn't see anything. 2nd van, I think i saw you, i called you, did you hear? I miss you. Do you know? I felt so empty,without you by my side. Please come back to me now! You hear me? I say now! Your dad might be looking money for you, because can see that he really cares about you. Baby, promise me that you will change for me and for your father alright? I don't really care how much your family hate me because of what your PO said to them! Okay, relationship is between us. Not theirs, they don't have the right to interfer! & i know that, i never influence you to turn bad. That's not true! I really need you now, i don't want to cry to bed every night, it sucks! So please, return back soon to me. && i ain't going MIA anymore. I post everyday in this blog, i miss you baby. I really do miss you.

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