Lets take it as a friend first.
if you are my friend.
you wont encourage me to leave him while he is alone suffering.
you should know that i deeply and madly in love with him,
although i know he perhaps love me no more.
but still its my choice to wait or not.
so what if he really want to make use of me and ask me to wait for him?
as long as i did my best and tried right?
thats enough already, i dont care about tian chang di jiu.
i only care about ceng jin yong you.
thats enough, keep your NASTY&&HURTFUL remarks to yourself.
you arent better than me, instead i find you more pathetic.
who cares if you have more friends?
do i look like i care?
ya, so what he likes to be with you?
your selfishness&& everything will return back to you again.
too dissapointed.
if a friend were to say this infront of me.
trust me, i dont care how long friendship, sistership or even brothership.
i can just take it i dont have such friends before.
this is reality, through this 12 days without him.
its just 12 days only. yet? so many things happened already.
i really sort out alot of things, yes friends is important.
i totally agree with that, but what about friends that do stuff behind you?
we may not know somethings, but the truth will always light up.
perhaps in the end, i am still not your choice.
but, still i managed to see people true colour.
fake people i seen alot, but i never seen people who fake so much like you.
perhaps at times i misunderstood you i am sorry.
but, sad to say.
you will never be my best buddy or friend anymore.
&&hubby, you will never ever understand the sufferings that i gone thru when you are gone,
fake people that i used to thought that it was my FRIEND!
how hurting can it be?
stop pointing fingers around, cause i will never say out who is this her/he.
because .. You're not my friend anymore.
the hurt that you causedme to really almost gave him up.
made me hate you, and even hate myself more.
i am going crazy, i dont know whats going on!
i dont even know to carry on or to let go!
Labels: You're not my friend anymore.
