There is this guy whom i known for 1007 days, and this guy who i am with for 946 days. But, now, i dont know what's wrong between us. Because of the smallest things, we can quarrel. Because of the faces we give each other when we quarrel, we can quarrel. Because of what we said can hurt us both, so deep in the heart. Causing us to break on last friday. Now, i dont know what to do, because when he wanted to give up this relationship. I tried my very best to get it back. && when i wanted to give up this relationship. he tried very best to get it back too. But.. Now? I dont know, I wanted to give up very much just now. But, after thinking back of the times we had, i find it really foolish. We both had so many good times and enjoyable time together. Countless of happy memories together. So, i leave the last chance to god. I remember Hongjie taught me a game. To see if you and your boyfriend/girlfriend are really fated to be with you. My cliques should know what game is that. LOL. Okay, back to the point. So, i leave the fate to god, before shuffling the card. I prayed hard to the god to see if we are meant to be anot. && then i start to shuffle the card. && when i took out the first card, it was Ace spade. Which means we are meant to be. I dont know what to say. For now, both of us has decided to give up. I don't know, what has happen to this whole relationship. && yes. This guy is none other than, the guy that i loved most in my life. Well, I leave it all up to him. I am not looking for a perfect boyfriend, but i am looking for a guy who knows what i want and everything. && I know that he is the guy, But.. both of us is giving up. Nevermind, i leave it all up to fate.
