It's another boring Sunday at home, I bet Pingping agrees. We both have been watching tv the whole day today! Bored, Mummy went to work today. Daddy went to work also. So, left me and sister at home, I been inside my room for the whole day, unless i need to go to the toliet. LOL, sometimes when i am alone at home. I be taking out the albums to have a looks, and even take out presents that baby gives me. See it one by one again and again. It's really sweet okay. && I've notice that baby caught a total of 18 plushies from the UFO catcher or machine something? LOL, then baby wrote a wholestack of letters for me. Made a Calendar for me, with our pictures and Mermaid! && my favourite of all is a scrapbook that he made for me. Cute not this guy, LOL. Sometimes, I do things for him, although he never ever shows that he likes the gift, or never really shows he is really touched. But, i do know that he is touched in his heart. Only, he don't like to show it out. But, i do really hope that one day he will show out all his feelings, and tell me how he really really feels in his heart. But, i know it's not possible. Cause, Whatever i do to him. He will only keep in his heart. That's one thing i don't like about him! Lol, i remember during 2oo7 that time, one of my friend Kahwei's birthday. Me and Baby had a tiff, that time we just got together. Then because of some people who said thing about me and my ex caused baby to be angry with me! They said what, if i was given a chance to go back to my ex, will i? Obviously is no right? That person told Baby that I said yes, and I gave a immediet yes! So, baby was like.. WTF. Then started quarrelling.. of course. That time de baby couldn't bear to leave me, cause he love me to the max. But, he kept asking me to go. I remember i told him a super touching word, that made him cry. That's when i know that baby has really fallen for me. Well, i just said, '' everytime quarrel you also never let me go, why must i let you go now?'' Well, I don't know why either, Things are different now? Like, Baby never tells me how he feels now, and everything. && Now every few words we said can make each other quarrel. I don't like! But he don't understand. Whenever i asked him to fetch me back hostel last time, he will accompany me. But not now anymore. But it doesn't matter. Cause i discharge from gracehaven already. But, will Baby treat me better after he is out? Or will things get worst. I know, we won;t get married or so.. Although Baby keeps saying that he wants me to marry me. But, i know that's all bullshit. Cause he don't mean it. But, I don't know why.. I just.. don't know how to say. But will he change when he is out? Or he change only when he come out the few days? Or he don't even miss me when he is inside? If thats the case. Then, I don't know what to do either. Alright, i said alot already. That's all for today. Bye, readers!

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