They say i need to change my attitude, cause it sucks to the max. But, i dont give a damn, because that is who i am. Why must i change because of the comment you all made? i know what i am doing, I ain't a small girl anymore. As time pass, i grow more mature. In this world, who do not have attitude? People keep saying that, i am a trouble maker, because i will find people trouble at the slightest mistake they made. Well, how much do you all know me? Do you all think i have time to make so much problem? And then settle it all one by one? I ain't that free to do all this shit. If people want to find my trouble, you people think that i will be their puppet and let them say? Well, I ain't that dumb! And people, i am always in the wrong no matter what i do, what on earth have i fucking do wrong? May i ask? Even when i did slightly change abit, who knows? No one knows, its just always my fault, my fault and still MY FUCKING FAULT! Everyone has different attitude, just that, i happen to have a bad attitude, so what? Judge a book by it's cover? Sickening! Whenever i tell a lie, and you people found out. You all will blame me, yes! It's my fault that i lie! But how about when i tell the truth even when the fault is on me? I will still get the same thing. What rubbish is this? Have you all ever think of my feelings? No, How about when i am angry. But, no one will ever come and comfort me with all their whole heart! Come and go, come and go! Friends are like that, Familys are like that, even Boyfriend also like that. I am fuming mad now! I don't know what to do now! Everything has changed, I have changed. But who knows? No one gives me encouragement. What is true friends? What is TRUST? Who i have to share my secrets with? No one have the patient to hear me out. Forget it, i don't know what to say. I am stress, really stress. Really tired, Have you ever understand how i feel whenever i walk away? Did you ever tried to chase back? You didn't. Tired of everything!