finally homeleave ends today.
now i am only waiting for 5 more days.
but, i dont know what to say to him on that day.
cause i feel like too much things happened when he is gone.
its like, why not happen when he is around.
at least i still get to confront him?
now? i cant even confront him.
he be coming out on the saturday.
i dont want to dampened our mood.
cause it should be a happy ocasation, not a quarrel session?
haized, i dont know what to do.
perhaps, i should act like nothing happen first.
or should i just keep it to myself?
i am losing confidence in myself already, i seems so easily defeated now.
gosh, what am i supposed to do?
okay, after thinking for 1o fcuking mins.
i come to a decision, i wont tell him anything. =/
i know abit silly la, but i dont wan quarrel le.
the more we quarrel, the more our feeling will fade.
i dont know what to do!
i know my feeling wont fade so easily,
but, his feeling fade very easily.
i am afraid that he will unfaithful&& do thins behind me again.
i really dont know why. =/
i am so sick now, my eyes can hardly open,
my nose is giving me trouble&& i am having a minor headache.
=/ feeling abit defeated right now!
post again soon!
