Tuesday, December 22, 2009 ; 2:44 PM {♥}
I hate hypocrites people. I hate fake people. Damn it, just 1 look of it and i feel irritated. Damn, thats why i dont believe in others. If you are angry now,perhaps you might be the one whom i am saying. xD
iloooooooveyous {♥}
Monday, December 21, 2009 ; 10:44 AM {♥}
Recently happen many many things, which i dont want to say. Very stress, everything is not going on smoothly. I dont know why either, from here, i can know who really care about me, who are those hypocrites one, and who are the one adding up my stress. I really know. I need someone who cares more about me rather than anything. Someone who i can share my problems with, someone who i can just show my emotions with, happy, i just laugh happily. When i am sad, just cry heartily. some one who will dote me,understand me more. But.. Things aint not the same. Forget it. =) I miss the gan-dear to dear that i used to know, not the current bi. Come back.
iloooooooveyous {♥}
Friday, December 18, 2009 ; 8:56 AM {♥}
Hungry, i am always hungry nowadays. Only bi knows it the best. Hahas, finally yesterday. we have some time alone. Went over to shopping, laughing loudly, many more lah. I enjoyed alot. Might be going for movie tonight. Taking result later. I know i am going to fail. But, what can i do? I hope i can get a course i want and is interested with. =) hahahs, if not i am going to find a decent work and work. =) Okay, i am hungry now. -_- Byebye.
iloooooooveyous {♥}
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 ; 7:23 AM {♥}
Went over to find bi at his camp, after that went over to chalet to slack with marcus and co. On the way there, some stupid people do stupid stunt. -_- '' Crazy lil bitch. Spoil my mood, luckily dear was there. Then aiya.. many things lah. Went over to swamp, damn scary and eerie. LOL, then back home.. Sleeping soon.
iloooooooveyous {♥}
Sunday, December 6, 2009 ; 7:47 PM {♥}
Supposingly, i am suppose to go find bi at his camp. As he got confine, cant go out. So, i buying stuffs for him and have to deliver down. But then.. I am sick suddenly, having some dizzy spells and a stupid flu. So,bi ask me not to go down. So, we are watching die hard 0.4 now together. Hahs, Me and bi decided to exchange present for christmas. LOL, i know what to buy. But i am scared that he might not like ley. But he wanted that thing once. But, now i dont know. LOL. Hahas! Bought a new guess bag and rebonded my hair. Next week going for colouring. My hair is so damn dry now. I am doing treatment for my hair. =)
iloooooooveyous {♥}
Saturday, December 5, 2009 ; 1:00 AM {♥}
There is this guy whom i known for 1007 days, and this guy who i am with for 946 days. But, now, i dont know what's wrong between us. Because of the smallest things, we can quarrel. Because of the faces we give each other when we quarrel, we can quarrel. Because of what we said can hurt us both, so deep in the heart. Causing us to break on last friday. Now, i dont know what to do, because when he wanted to give up this relationship. I tried my very best to get it back. && when i wanted to give up this relationship. he tried very best to get it back too. But.. Now? I dont know, I wanted to give up very much just now. But, after thinking back of the times we had, i find it really foolish. We both had so many good times and enjoyable time together. Countless of happy memories together. So, i leave the last chance to god. I remember Hongjie taught me a game. To see if you and your boyfriend/girlfriend are really fated to be with you. My cliques should know what game is that. LOL. Okay, back to the point. So, i leave the fate to god, before shuffling the card. I prayed hard to the god to see if we are meant to be anot. && then i start to shuffle the card. && when i took out the first card, it was Ace spade. Which means we are meant to be. I dont know what to say. For now, both of us has decided to give up. I don't know, what has happen to this whole relationship. && yes. This guy is none other than, the guy that i loved most in my life. Well, I leave it all up to him. I am not looking for a perfect boyfriend, but i am looking for a guy who knows what i want and everything. && I know that he is the guy, But.. both of us is giving up. Nevermind, i leave it all up to fate.
iloooooooveyous {♥}
Tuesday, December 1, 2009 ; 12:36 PM {♥}
One darling jio me to sabai on the 18th.
Hmm, should i or should i not?
LOL, Let me think if i should really go.
=) Hahahs!
iloooooooveyous {♥}
